Almost fully recovered now :)

Thanks for your support and prayers :)

Movies I will be watching this year

This looks fun


This one too


lol and they involve dancing/music. LOL. I guess I'm just that kind of girl. Oh, and this exchange in glorious:

"I have a feeling we should kiss." 
"I sometimes have a feeling I can do crystal meth but then I think 'Mmm, better not.'"

LOL

Shitty MTV Movie song (Angel by Monica)

Only For A While - Anita Baker

In the mood today

My sis gets to go to Seoul before me.

Granted, it's just the airport but still!

God is good!

All the time.

Still on a roll

I'll be publishing a short story collection. Yep. 10 short stories that can be found for free on the web. LOL. And I might write a new one.

I'm on a roll now

So I'm almost done with The Honeymoon. The script title for now is Love Letters.

I have two other script ideas. Titles are: The Times We Met & Musical Drama. Okay, Musical Drama isn't the title but there'll be a lot of music in this one. I was thinking of writing TTWM first but not sure any more.

I am going to try to self publish Wrong Foot First. Might have to change the title and the setting will be changed to USA.

All I Need by Awolnation

I discovered this on Common Law. Lovely song

So I'm going to write a script based on one of my fics

Will start this weekend. The Honeymoon or Wrong Foot First? I think I'll do The Honeymoon since it's a stand alone. The only problem is that The Honeymoon and the script kinda have a similarity (a girl leaves her wedding and goes to a foreign country). They are completely different, though...

So I actually finished the second draft of my script yesterday.

lol. It sucks, though but I'm still proud of it. Now to write a TV pilot!

Yuck

I got this because it has less sugar. How do "tots" drink this when it's nasty?

After writing my "novels"

Writing a screenplay is a breeze. I am still writing rubbish but it's honestly easier. I only put in a few hours and I'm already 20% done. Go try that with a novel. lol

I started my screenwriting class yesterday

Anyone who's visited this blog knows that time and time again I mention this whole writing thing. But in the end, I never actually go for it. My job has been kind enough to let me take a few days off a week to take this class and from my first class, I already knew this was something that I wanted to do. I really can imagine myself in the writer's room of a television show bouncing around ideas as we write an episode. I don't know if I will ever get there but I do know I will finish the script I am writing for the class. Wish me luck!

The medication is working

But right now, I'm just trying to get back to normal. There were some habits I got used to when I was trying to overcome the issues that I hope don't become permanent and I can get past and go back to being normal. Funny thing is I can't even remember exactly how normal is. I guess I need to occupy myself and try not to think about it.

Also, there's the worry that everything isn't healed in 6 weeks but everyone in my family (I have two doctors) have told me to just relax and let the medication take effect and do its work. I became such a worrywort and got anxiety attacks and insomnia but I've started sleeping again without medication and trying to get over my anxiety. I guess I won't be totally healed till after the 6 weeks when I get a clean bill of health.

It has made me focus more on health and living a healthier lifestyle since we don't know how long we are on this earth. I'm still upset that a misdiagnosis and unnecessary medication may have caused this (as well as my own callousness) but I'm trying to get over that and instead of dwelling on the past, moving forward and learning from this mistake. I just pray to God that there's no permanent damage and that I will be properly healed. I won't know till the end of June but I'm keeping it in God's hands and hoping for the best.

Thanks for the prayers. I feel I am way too young to have these kind of issues. 

One good thing about this horrible ordeal is I've begun prioritize my life and try to figure out what I really want. There are so many things I've wanted to do in the past but I never went for them or really put myself out there. Instead, I got comfortable in my routine. Now, I think it's time for me to follow my dreams. I am not getting any younger and the least I can do is take a real stab at it. So every cloud has a silver lining. It's time for me to start living and not simply existing in a routine. I have a good job, food on the table and all of that great stuff and it's easy to just get comfortable in that. But all I can do is call on God's assistance as I try to pick up my life again and be that ambitious girl who had her whole life ahead of her like I was back in my teens.

Everyone needs a push in life and perhaps this was mine. Sometimes something good comes out of something bad. I know people who got much better, fulfilling jobs after getting fired. And if they hadn't been fired, they would have stayed  at jobs that didn't make them happy.

Pray for me

I've been plagued with health issues for the last two months despite being a normally healthy person (only ever have the occasional cold). Pray for me, world. My doctor started me on a new "therapy" on Tuesday and I hope this is the one that does the trick. I've never had to take such a large cocktail of drugs but I hope this works. I am keeping my fingers crossed.

So what happened since I last posted...

GCB has now been canceled.
I'm watching Scandal.
Dair has been demolished.
Blogger has a new template that confuses me.
Facebook stock is tanking

One more week till I see this...

I'm enjoying G.C.B

I'm watching this on hulu and really like it even though it's camp and over the top. The hour flies by (unlike with Psych where I keep checking the clock). Only two episodes in so who knows if it will suck later? But so far, so fun.

The New Girl

OMG, this show is so boring. Why is it popular? I don't get it. Boring and hard to get through.

My newest obsession

Otherwise known as the only edible thing in my office pantry.

We do have raisins and cranberries which are edible but I don't bother with them. What we have lots of and I consider disgusting is this:

Just because something is "healthy" doesn't mean it should taste like wood. YUCK.

Can't stop fangirling

In other news, I'll be watching Revenge tonight. I hope it's good.

LMAO @ Dair

Revenge Episode 15

I wish I could say I was surprised it was Tyler but he was the most expendable male character on the show.

LMAO

Oh my babies!

In other news, Revenge was good last week so I can't wait till this week's. Is Daniel really going to die or it that Tyler's body?

Princess Blair and her Pauper

Dair is perfection

Started Watching The Good Wife

I think I need some comedy with my investigations. I definitely prefer Bones and Castle. I'm interested in knowing her the husband's case goes but it's kind of boring.

So yeah

Blair ran to Dan. lol. Not as dramatic but she still ran to him. LOL

I guess I can stop panicking about Dair now

Something's definitely happening in episode 18. From set reports, they are making out in cars and stuff. Okay. It looks like it's a secret relationship or something. They are in a cab, stop to make out then turn the corner and get out.

Megaupload shut down?

What the FUCK?!!

http://www.nytimes.com/2012/01/20/technology/indictment-charges-megaupload-site-with-piracy.html?_r=1&src=tp

Well I guess the writers confirmed that there will be romantic DAIR

At least a triangle. Regardless, my babies are paralleling.

Revenge 13 Promo

I haven't watched last night's episode yet but will tonight. The next episode looks really good.

So the stuff about running to Dan...

... yeah, NOT HAPPENING. Jeez!

By the way, I'm done watching this show. LOL

LMAO

Revenge Episode 12 Preview

Is Daniel really a schemer too? I will LMAO if he is and be impressed that he's not as stupid as I thought. But I guess I'll have to find out if the preview is misleading.

And as for Tyler, I miss him already. I wish they'd stretched out his craziness for at least one more episode.



Ashley is annoying and so is the fake Amanda.

I didn't watch Revenge last night...

... because I don't like watching shows live (the commercials kill me) but I heard it was good. Can't wait to watch tonight!

So it looks like she's really running to Dan. LOL

So I was one of the few people to actually believe this would happen when the pics were released because of  the usual 1+1 =2 theory but then again, we are talking Gossip Girl.

So it looks like Dan will write Louis vows which are so moving that when an unsure Blair stumbles across them, she decides to marry Louis (thinking he wrote them). I suspect that Dan won't actually give them to Louis and he'd end up saying some crappy stuff at the altar which would confuse her but it looks like she'll find out the truth at the reception and run to find Dan at the airport. Hey, I didn't write this stuff.

Anyway, I think that Dan will deny it because she's already married and boy must she feel like an idiot for marrying that dude. And who gets married because of vows? You should be sure of your feelings before you get to the damn altar, Girl!

Dair must prevail!

Since EunSoo worked out for me, so must Dair! PLEASE?