ARGH!

I feel like starting a new story now and I've already written my outline and worked out the kinks. I guess I'm really just discouraged now. Maybe because I'm not looking forward to all that writing and also to spending all that time writing then seeing it tank and sink after I've finished it. :( Plus for some reason, I feel like there's something really unappealing about my writing. blech.

Maybe I should spend this 'funk' taking a serious look at publishing. A 'life coach' came to work and spoke to us about time management and I guess from her talk, I feel I really need to get off my butt and try to make things happen.

Hopefully the planets will align and something good will happen. *crosses fingers*

EDIT:
I just re-read what I wrote. I think my writing is unappealing but I want to go ahead and look into publishing? WTF? I need my head examined... lol, I think it's just the funk talking. I'll be better in a week or two... I hope. Or maybe I'll finally get my head out of the sand and be realistic about my ability. lol. Whatever, men.

So I finished working on my story...

... last Saturday. I'm currently enjoying Oh Dal Ja's Spring but I'll soon be done with that drama. I think I should try to write something new, but what? And what about all the stuff I've written? Should I try to see if I can make something out of them? Should I continue working on M:MHM? I've already forgotten the plot. lol. Good thing I wrote an outline. And with my Asian characters, if I want to publish this work, do I have to change their nationalities since I'm not Asian?

I wish I knew what to do and could just go ahead and do it.

lol

I think I need to tone down my online personality... it's just too bitchy. And even when I try to be nice, the sarcasm still seeps through. ARGH! HEHEHE

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So I updated "With One Foot In" last night...

... I have 2 more chapters to post but lo and behold, I am such a procrastinator. I don't know why I just can't get the words down... and it's not because I have writer's block. Nope. It's because I am so lazy. Pfft. But I MUST finish a chapter tonight even if it kills me. I really like Wrong Foot First and I can't wait till I am done with these two chapters so I can get back to WFF-like cuteness.

But when it comes to childish things, I've jumped on the www.votefortheworst.com bandwagon. I don't watch American Idol and haven't really watched it since the first season but I dislike the show anyway. But after visiting the site and seeing how angry people were about others voting for the worst, I got inspired to vote for Sanjaya!

Frankly speaking, "America" doesn't always vote for the best which is exemplified by great people getting kicked off while sucky but beautiful (?) people stay on so why not help them out by just voting for the worst? It's not just about annoying the judges but all the fangirls who vote for reasons other than talent.

Having said that, I totally fangirl actors based on their looks (and not talent) but hey, whatever, men. lol. But on the other hand, I only fangirl musicians based on their looks AND talent. Does that make me less hypocritical? Hehehehe

Speaking of a singer I like solely based on talent, I am really loving this Joe song called If I was your man.



Unfortunately, I, too, would have picked Blair Underwood over Joe... lol. Does that make me a bad person? :(

But the girl seems to be quite triffling because both men know about the other guy yet they still want her. Is she come kind of prize? Or does she have kryptonite in her...? Her body is banging, though.

Karaoke Mania

I just discovered this site and now I'm going crazy lol

http://www.singshot.com/

It's free and you can record as many songs are you like.

I was about to post one of my clips but yeah, I changed my mind :D There's a reason they are all private.

I've finally seen Salaam-E-Ishq

It was a nice, cute movie. Comparable to Love Actually as in there were numerous couples linked together. In fact, I hear it was inspired by that movie but luckily, unlike many Bollywood movies, it's not a copy at all.

My fav songs from the movie (in order of preference):

Dil Kya Kare

Salaam-E-Ishq

Saiyaan Re Priyanka looked hot in this song...

Johnny Gill rocks. Such a cute song... awww...

Half Crazy

I'm still in love with you...

..what will I do without your love
baby it's heaven sent from above.
So don't believe what your friends tell you about me



And in the same vein, Tevin Campbell's Always In My Heart. I used to love this song.

More Johnny Gill...

... I love this guy sometimes.

Let's get the mood right