Another movie I will be watching

It's called "The Writers" and is just my kind of movie. Kind reminds me of Crazy, Stupid Love, I must say.

Almost fully recovered now :)

Thanks for your support and prayers :)

Movies I will be watching this year

This looks fun


This one too


lol and they involve dancing/music. LOL. I guess I'm just that kind of girl. Oh, and this exchange in glorious:

"I have a feeling we should kiss." 
"I sometimes have a feeling I can do crystal meth but then I think 'Mmm, better not.'"

LOL

Shitty MTV Movie song (Angel by Monica)

Only For A While - Anita Baker

In the mood today

My sis gets to go to Seoul before me.

Granted, it's just the airport but still!

God is good!

All the time.

Still on a roll

I'll be publishing a short story collection. Yep. 10 short stories that can be found for free on the web. LOL. And I might write a new one.

I'm on a roll now

So I'm almost done with The Honeymoon. The script title for now is Love Letters.

I have two other script ideas. Titles are: The Times We Met & Musical Drama. Okay, Musical Drama isn't the title but there'll be a lot of music in this one. I was thinking of writing TTWM first but not sure any more.

I am going to try to self publish Wrong Foot First. Might have to change the title and the setting will be changed to USA.

All I Need by Awolnation

I discovered this on Common Law. Lovely song

So I'm going to write a script based on one of my fics

Will start this weekend. The Honeymoon or Wrong Foot First? I think I'll do The Honeymoon since it's a stand alone. The only problem is that The Honeymoon and the script kinda have a similarity (a girl leaves her wedding and goes to a foreign country). They are completely different, though...

So I actually finished the second draft of my script yesterday.

lol. It sucks, though but I'm still proud of it. Now to write a TV pilot!

Yuck

I got this because it has less sugar. How do "tots" drink this when it's nasty?

After writing my "novels"

Writing a screenplay is a breeze. I am still writing rubbish but it's honestly easier. I only put in a few hours and I'm already 20% done. Go try that with a novel. lol

I started my screenwriting class yesterday

Anyone who's visited this blog knows that time and time again I mention this whole writing thing. But in the end, I never actually go for it. My job has been kind enough to let me take a few days off a week to take this class and from my first class, I already knew this was something that I wanted to do. I really can imagine myself in the writer's room of a television show bouncing around ideas as we write an episode. I don't know if I will ever get there but I do know I will finish the script I am writing for the class. Wish me luck!

The medication is working

But right now, I'm just trying to get back to normal. There were some habits I got used to when I was trying to overcome the issues that I hope don't become permanent and I can get past and go back to being normal. Funny thing is I can't even remember exactly how normal is. I guess I need to occupy myself and try not to think about it.

Also, there's the worry that everything isn't healed in 6 weeks but everyone in my family (I have two doctors) have told me to just relax and let the medication take effect and do its work. I became such a worrywort and got anxiety attacks and insomnia but I've started sleeping again without medication and trying to get over my anxiety. I guess I won't be totally healed till after the 6 weeks when I get a clean bill of health.

It has made me focus more on health and living a healthier lifestyle since we don't know how long we are on this earth. I'm still upset that a misdiagnosis and unnecessary medication may have caused this (as well as my own callousness) but I'm trying to get over that and instead of dwelling on the past, moving forward and learning from this mistake. I just pray to God that there's no permanent damage and that I will be properly healed. I won't know till the end of June but I'm keeping it in God's hands and hoping for the best.

Thanks for the prayers. I feel I am way too young to have these kind of issues. 

One good thing about this horrible ordeal is I've begun prioritize my life and try to figure out what I really want. There are so many things I've wanted to do in the past but I never went for them or really put myself out there. Instead, I got comfortable in my routine. Now, I think it's time for me to follow my dreams. I am not getting any younger and the least I can do is take a real stab at it. So every cloud has a silver lining. It's time for me to start living and not simply existing in a routine. I have a good job, food on the table and all of that great stuff and it's easy to just get comfortable in that. But all I can do is call on God's assistance as I try to pick up my life again and be that ambitious girl who had her whole life ahead of her like I was back in my teens.

Everyone needs a push in life and perhaps this was mine. Sometimes something good comes out of something bad. I know people who got much better, fulfilling jobs after getting fired. And if they hadn't been fired, they would have stayed  at jobs that didn't make them happy.

Pray for me

I've been plagued with health issues for the last two months despite being a normally healthy person (only ever have the occasional cold). Pray for me, world. My doctor started me on a new "therapy" on Tuesday and I hope this is the one that does the trick. I've never had to take such a large cocktail of drugs but I hope this works. I am keeping my fingers crossed.

So what happened since I last posted...

GCB has now been canceled.
I'm watching Scandal.
Dair has been demolished.
Blogger has a new template that confuses me.
Facebook stock is tanking

One more week till I see this...

I'm enjoying G.C.B

I'm watching this on hulu and really like it even though it's camp and over the top. The hour flies by (unlike with Psych where I keep checking the clock). Only two episodes in so who knows if it will suck later? But so far, so fun.